Woah

Its been over a year since i last posted..Damn..well i guess thats what blogs are for.Update on my life

-Was working for advance handlers in the import section of Exel warehouse for a good 7 months
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My boo left me for Nz to get her PR (hope she doesnt get it)keke so she can come back homelah...sigh miss her again..

-I visted her on 11/ 9/06 to see how she's doing.Dood pls note(her BIL is an ass man..two face mother fucker.i know im not the best boyfriend in the world but nobody deserves to be treated like how she was treated.Not my dee.Just gimme a reason to find fault with him...pls

-Sometimes i wish i had the guts to say marry me b.She knows that i love her.I regret not saying yes to her hinting questions but probably i'll ask her.I wanna take care of her..wanna be her knight in shining armour who rescues her..but im afraid that i wont be up to the challenge.i dont want her to be disappointed ..Checked her mail the other day and saw her messaging this some other guy..was sooooo pissed off.i admit that after that incident i started to miss her and feel all mushy..why am i like this?..i guess i'm afraid to loose her and have been treated her for granted.Yes i admit that.IM SORRY BUT IM SELFISH WHEN IT COMES TO YOU!and i swear that i dont go finding one night stand.Im a strict one woman man.I hate to be deceived by my best friend and i dont want to be doing that to you cause the feelings fucktup...sigh..

well got a job as a graphic designer now..somehow feel that my brain juice is nt flowing..dunno why..i wanna tell this to my best friend but ...i dont want to bother her about my topsy turvy world.I think she already has her hands full.i'll spare you the worry honey.

Ok mosh gtg. Have to finish a namecard design by tommorrow.Hope she calls me tomorrow.i'll be so happy!..but ofcourse must maintain..guy mah!ahaks